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In Volume 1, “Ian’s Story”, we read heart aching descriptions of a young
man discovering his homosexual side, after rejection from his
girlfriend. The story tells of his infatuated love for a straight young
man. This is one of Richard Peters’ recurring themes about straight men
who want gay sex.
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Monday, 31 December 2012
Thursday, 27 December 2012
Homoeroticism, Bisexuality, Homosexuality and Heterosexuality
Homoeroticism,
Bisexuality, Homosexuality and Heterosexuality
Lately in my fiction I
have found myself differentiating between "homoeroticism"
and "homosexual" writing.
Homoeroticism is a subject
that has taxed people since early Greek times, especially those art
experts who have studied the depiction of the male form in art and
literature.
Curiously,
"homosexuality", as a term, only came into being in
relatively modern times. Freud and others recognised "homoeroticism"
but it was later commentators who classified behaviour as homosexual.
So what is the difference?
"Homosexuality", in broad terms is the practice or
certainly the inclination to have sex with a member or members of the
same sex.
"Homoeroticism"
is the pleasure obtained, as the viewer, from the contemplation of
the physical form of a body or bodies of the same sex. It is an
attraction or appreciation of the form, separate from any actual
desire to have sexual contact. It is also linked to close same-sex
friendships, which includes an attraction to both the personality and
physical form of the person of the same gender.
Most of my comments below
relate to male homoerotic feelings, but, of course many females too,
have an attraction or admiration for other females.
From these two
distinctions, you can see that homoeroticism is more common than
homosexuality. The gym guy who appreciates other guys' physical form,
the movie or TV viewer who admires a hero's physical prowess or torso
(such as James Bond or the latest good-looking pop star), a viewer of
porn, who as well as enjoying the opposite sex, also envies or
admires the participant of the same sex as themselves. How many guys
watching another male, wonder about the size of their equipment, or
how his own compares?
All through my writing I
have found myself describing the admiration of one man for another
man. In my most recently published novel, Carter
& the Séance the physical
attributes of the hero Garry Newburn are described, even while making
love to a woman. This opened up the possibility of the erotic scenes
appealing to women (due to the erotic description of Garry) and also
to men who are open to homoerotic ideas.
Her
fingers were clawing at the buttons of his shirt while he smothered
her face with passionate kisses and desperately pushed the thin
dressing gown and nightie, up above her breasts.
Her
delicate fingers were clawing frantically at his trousers now that
his exposed, naked chest was pressed to her breasts and pinning her
to the desk-top. Soon she had his trousers open and down over his
backside.
He
flicked his fingers down and pulled his briefs down over his cock and
balls. She wanted him, wanted his smooth, hard flesh. They kissed
desperately and he lifted and sank easily into her, filling her with
his thickness.
They
rocked and she swooned as his desperate lust fired into her. Soon it
was over for him, but not for her. She pushed and athletically he
rolled over onto his back, while keeping them both on the desk. She
lay on top of him and kissed his neck and stroked her lips over the
curve of his strong shoulder.
So men who admire men,
whether they be traditionally straight or gay, are free to admire our
hero, his prowess with women and his masculine attributes.
Also in the novel Carter
& the Séance we read of a
developing homoerotic relationship with the somewhat sexually
ambiguous or bisexual Garry Newburn and the straight chef Freddie.
The two men quickly become close pals, and share intimacies in a
growing friendship. Here we read of one man's desire to be close to
another man, initially in a non-sexual way, where they share details
about their sex lives.
Back
in his tiny room they shuffled about squeezing past each other while
Freddie found some clothes for Garry. "Here try these." He
said, handing a pair of blue, fly-less briefs, while his eyes checked
out Garry's waist and hip size.
Garry
hopped into them and pulled them over his equipment. Freddie whistled
and said "Don't let Christina see you in them, she'll rip them
off you, pal!" His eyebrows rising in admiration for Garry's
profile inside the tight briefs.
"Or
Mary, mate!" Garry winked and Freddie laughed enviously.
"You
dog!" He sighed. "Is she a good shag?"
"Best
ever!" Garry laughed.
Soon their physical
relationship becomes more intimate, although their banter is still
heterosexual in nature.
He
watched him soap and finger his tackle, while thinking about him
fucking lovely Rose. His mate slid his foreskin back and washed
himself there. Freddie finished the shower and stepped out. Garry
handed him the towel and Freddie died himself off. Rubbing his fair
brown hair, vigorously, his penis and balls wobbled manfully.
When
he was all done and dry, he hung up the towel and slipped his
foreskin back to intimately dry, as he had done last time. He wagged
his penis, so that the exposed knob dried. Freddie grew and Garry
giggled and said, "Thinking about Rose?" he winked.
"Sure
am!" Freddie winked back and pulled his foreskin down, his penis
now a few inches longer.
"She's
a lucky girl!" Garry winked and nodded down at Freddie's
half-erection.
Before long the homoerotic
friendship slips over into a physical, homosexual one:
Without
saying a word, Freddie put his lips to Garry's collar-bone and
shivered soft kisses over his smooth chest, softly licking each
nipple in turn, before the man knelt and slid his face down Garry's
defined ribcage. He pressed his tongue inside Garry's indented belly
button, while his fingers eagerly undid the top of Garry's trousers
and undid enough fly buttons so that he could get his fingers inside
to feel the front of Garry's briefs.
"Oh
mate!" Garry sighed at the feel of his encased penis being
fingered.
Skilfully,
Freddie lifted the erection through the wet briefs so that it rose
solidly up Garry's left side until the engorged head pushed the band
of the briefs away from Garry's stomach.
"Yes!"
Garry whispered, his hands encouraging the back of Freddie's head.
His mate's fingers gently stretched the waistband and pulled out and
down to release Garry's enormous erection, which flicked up and down
before Freddie's eyes.
"Fantastic!"
Freddie whispered before licking his tongue over the swollen glans
inside the tight, thin foreskin.
"Jeez,
mate!" Garry sighed, when Freddie opened his mouth and swallowed
a couple of inches of him. Find
out more about Carter & the Séance here
So this begs the following
questions: are homoerotic friendships simply repressed, unrealised
homosexual desires? How inevitable is it that homoerotic feelings
develop into homosexual ones? Can straight men develop homoerotic
desires for a close pal?
This is a theme I have
explored in my other novels.
Here, in the novel Archie,
two young Victorian fellows have a race across Hyde Park, having just
become friends:
We
were strong young men in our prime and although our pace slackened we
still raced at a fair lick over the grass, with myself just managing
to stay in front of him.
"Enough!"
I heard his desperate voice falling behind me. Like a rampant
stallion I raced around in an extravagant arc across the grass back
towards my friend who was collapsing onto the green sward. By the
time I arced back to him he was lying on his back loosening his tie
and gentleman's collar.
I
stood above him triumphantly breathing hard but not exhausted like my
friend. I looked down on his panting body, his chest heaving inside
his opened jacket, his legs sprawled supinely out on the grass. I
felt powerful and strong like I had never done before. There was
something about my noble friend that brought a strength out of me
that I little realised I had.
Panting
myself, but making sure they were lighter than Percy's gasps, I lay
on the grass beside him and slackened my tie and business collar.
Side by side we panted and regarded the summer sky.
"You
are a magnificent runner, Archie!" He said between gasps.
"Thank
you, you are a fair rival, yourself!" I admired back.
"But
your Business suit!" He said, "I fear I am a bad influence
on you, my friend!"
I
sat up suddenly worrying about grass stains on my grey jacket. I
reached to slip the jacket off my shoulders and Percy quickly knelt
up beside me and helped me disrobe. There was something strangely
exciting about being undressed by someone who had possibly never even
undressed himself, having a serving man disrobe him every night. But
here he was slipping my jacket down my arms, making sure it didn't
touch the lush grass.
"Is
it all right, Archie?" he asked solicitously, while I inspected
the grey material.
"It
seems fine!" I said carefully folding it back on itself so that
the lining was on the outside, before carelessly dropping it on the
grass as a pillow and lying back to stare, still panting, at the
summer sky.
Percy
laughed gaily and took his own jacket off. I squinted at his torso
and arms inside his crisp white shirt and judged that my friend was
slightly less muscular than I. "What about yours?" I asked
looking back up at the sky.
In this novel, the two
young men's friendship develops into a deeply homoerotic one, while
Victorian society frowns upon their developing feelings. In this case
both young men are homosexual, but have not yet realised it. So their
homoeroticism expresses in sports like wrestling and boxing, but
their natures draw them on into territory forbidden in Victorian
society.
This was a very
interesting project for me, to write about, the blossoming of
homosexual behaviour through, initially, more innocent homoeroticism.
Find
out more about Archie here
In my first ever novel,
Mick,
I wrote some largely autobiographical, homoerotic pieces
When
I was 18, I went to college and shared a bedroom in the Hall of
Residence with this guy who was a few months older than me. He was
called Mick and he was quite experienced sexually. In the nine months
that I had shared a room with him he had had four girlfriends and
screwed them all.
I
really envied him. He was a bit taller than I was and quite muscular.
He had girls falling for him as soon as he looked at them!
A
couple of times, after he had screwed a girl, he had described it to
me. He knew I was a virgin and used to tease me about it. I think he
described it because he knew it got me going. But he was a bit of an
exhibitionist so I think he got off on telling me about what he did
with his girlfriends.
Sometimes
he would undress slowly in front of me while talking and I suspected
he liked it when I peeked at him undressing. But I thought I was
maybe imagining that. He was sexually liberated compared to me so I
wasn't sure if he was letting me see him or if he didn't even think
about it.
He
was the sort of guy who walked around naked in the college changing
rooms and took part in horseplay like towel flicking and being macho.
I was rather shy and would quickly get my clothes on hoping nobody
was looking at me.
In that novel the
homoeroticism moves inevitably into a homosexual one. But is such a
development inevitable? And is it always the case that only
homosexuals and bisexuals feel homoerotic passions. Find
out more about Mick here
In the novel Str8
Boyz? I pose the situation where a
heterosexual young man is placed in a reality TV programme where the
sexuality of the male contestants is secret. In an environment where
sexuality is so to the fore, but where the possibilities of
heterosexual couplings are not possible, what does a straight boy do?
Our hero in that novel
engages in homoerotic behaviour and very soon, even homosexual
behaviour. Does this mean he is homosexual, who just needed that
aspect of his character to be drawn out of him? Or can a straight man
feel homoerotic attractions and even engage in homosexual adventures
in order to release his sexual frustrations?
Early in the story three
contestants frolic manfully in the Jacuzzi:
"Come
on you tarts!" Col said and swung his arm, swooshing a great
swoosh of water at us both. Jason leapt from his side of the Jacuzzi
and hurled himself powerfully at Col, drowning him in a swirl of
water and bronzed flesh.
I
copied Jason and drowned them both in a slosh of water and flesh. We
all surfaced and leapt at each other, grabbing wet, slippery arms as
best we could. We were all evenly matched physically and nobody got
the upper hand. We frolicked and splashed and grabbed and pushed.
Soon our hero is having
homoerotic feelings towards his pals:
My
mates were already stripped off and in the Jacuzzi. I flung off my
clothes and dressed only in the usual backless pouch I headed for the
pool. I stood on the edge and Col and Jace looked up at my almost
naked form. Rather drunk, I found myself turned on by them looking at
my body. I was proud to show them the bulge only just hidden by the
material. The way I reckoned it, if you had a manly profile, then you
should be proud of it!
I
didn't jump or climb straight in, but stood there and let them look
at me. I hoped the cameras were transmitting my image. I reckoned it
would do my popularity no harm to let the girls see my sexy body. And
if some guys got off on it too, well that was ok. I needed all the
votes I could get! Gay or straight, I didn't care who took a shine to
me.
In the closeted Reality TV
environment our hero finally has a sexual encounter, one night, in
the dark bathroom:
I
turned towards Col, his naked body pounded by the jets, the suds all
washed away, his cock hard and eager for him to continue his wank.
"Best wait, in the bathroom, mate." He said nodding towards
my crotch. "Best not let the cameras see that!" He
indicated my lump.
His
eyes roamed my face and without a word, the contract was made. Just
like with the maid, an animal lust overtook us both. We were alone
and sexually turned on. What harm was there in me stepping under the
jets with him? What harm was there in letting our wet bodies stroke
each other? What harm could be done by letting his fingers stroke the
wet straining pouch?
I
swooned at the feel of his hands pulling the band of material down my
hips, his fingers stroking my hard shaft like they had done before.
But this time was different. That night with Jason and him, we had
been three guys just exploring and helping each other out. Tonight
there was a real lust between us. Oh god! He pulled our crotches
together and my dong met his in fierce contact. Our mouths met and we
kissed while water enveloped our two heads in union. Jesus! Kissing a
man could be fantastic! Find
out more about Str8 Boyz? here
In the novel Dreams
we have two straight young men learning massage techniques on each
other, in true homoerotic, intimate friendship:
I
started at the local baths last week, after I had done a month's
massage training. I learned different techniques for muscular relief,
sensual massage and general toning massage. I practised on another
young guy at the training school called Mark. He was straight too, so
I was glad I was partnering him, because quite a few of the others at
the school were gay and I wouldn't have liked to have been massaged
by and give massages to any of them. As it was, even with Mark, we
often got erections while the other one was practicing the massage
techniques. The towels preserved our modesty, thankfully!
The
instructor, a middle aged man, called Tom quietly explained to us
that this wasn't unusual, especially during the sensual massage -
that was the idea of that technique after all! He told us not to be
too embarrassed about it and to take a cold shower afterwards. With
some of the gay guys, he had to get quite strict and tell them off
when they started horsing around.
I
took my cold showers as Tom suggested and Mark and me would laugh it
off in the bar in the evening, while we eyed up the women. I used to
whack off afterwards in my room. Not thinking about Mark or anything
like that, just relieving the pressure that had built up during the
day.
Dreams is a novel where
things are not quite as they seem and men misunderstand each other's
sexuality. The subject of homoerotic, bisexual, homosexual and
heterosexual feelings are explored intimately. Find
out more about Dreams here
Links
to my novels
Carter
& the Séance An Erotic Murder
Mystery (if
you are in the UK, click here)
Archie
A Gay Gothic Romance (if
you are in the UK, click here)
Mick
Fifty Shades of Gay (if
you are in the UK, click here)
Str8
Boyz? Are the Boys Gay or
Straight? (if
you are in the UK, click here)
Dreams
Erotic Gay Porn (if
you are in the UK, click here)
So, what do you think?
Comments welcomed. Do you think homoerotic feelings can be
experienced by "straight" heterosexuals? Or is
homoeroticism only a form of homosexuality or bisexuality?
Wednesday, 26 December 2012
Carter & The Séance – An Erotic Murder Mystery
Carter & The Séance is my latest release on the Kindle
The novel is an erotic murder mystery and marks a new departure for me. It is written for both men and women. The erotic scenes are written with an emphasis on the handsome hero Garry Newburn. Women will admire Garry's smooth physique and the sex secenes are described from a female angle.
I hope that men too will enjoy the sex scenes and gay men will find plenty of interest in Garry's athletic body and deeply homoerotic relationship with the handsome chef.
The novel is also a traditional who-dunnit. Will you work out who the murderer is before the case is solved?
Tuesday, 23 October 2012
Archie - A Gay, Gothic Romance
"Archie" is my latest release for the Kindle.
This is a Gothic horror story concerning two young men who are discovering their sexuality in Victorian society.
Archie and Percy come from different strata of Victorian Society, but their friendship quickly blossoms into an intimate one.
Can their idealised, romantic friendship survive the class difference and the Victorian disapproval of close male friendships? But there are worse tests to come. The story takes them into the world of the Occult and into truly shocking horrors.
Writing this book was a very interesting project. Unlike some of my other gay novels, this one is not so focussed on descriptions of sexual intimacy, but concentrates on the two heroes and their reactions to their mutal attraction.
The style I developed for the novel is a slow, romantic one and it was fascinating to weave an Occult aspect to the narrative. The two main characters are naive and much of the book deals with this and how it leads them into an horrific situation.
I have been interested in Occult ideas for many years and for this novel "Archie" I took, very loosely, some occult theories and developed my own fictionalised occult practices. Frankly it may take a bit of courage to read the middle secion of the novel, but do remember it is only fiction!
Sunday, 7 October 2012
Dreams - What is Real?
"Dreams" has been published for the Kindle.
This is a five volume novel. Volumes 1 and 2 are available for you to try, or you can go straight to getting the complete 5 volume novel.
This was an interesting project, where I wrote each volume from one person's point of view. As you read through the stories, you realise how much things are misinterpreted by the characters.
I think this is true in life. We usually only know things from our own personal experience and our interpretation of those experiences. We can never be certain what the actuality is, unless we cross-examine people for their experience of the same events.
In "Dreams" the particular area covered in the multi-personality accounts is an individual's sexuality. Is someone straight or gay? Or are there degrees in between? If a "straight" man fools around with another man, does this mean he is not entirely straight?
Then again we also have the complication where, socially, it is often felt necessary to be "straight" or hide one's gay nature. People even are confused themselves, sometimes, as to their own sexuality.
So in "Dreams" we have men having sex together, while they work out their own sexuality as well as the sexuality of the other man.
Another aspect that I explored in the novel is the nature of dreams and the almost psychic forces that may be operating to determine events.
As a writer, it was fascinating to be able to create entirely different scenarios in the middle of the novel, by creating sleeping dreams for the characters. I also created some "lucid" dreams where the character was aware that they were dreaming. Creatively, as a writer, this is a very interesting area.
Something I had fun with in the final volume was using a writing device whereby I wrote sex scenes between a young straight man and a young gay man without compromising the straightness of the straight gay. But I won't give away how I did that at this point!
Tuesday, 18 September 2012
Str8 Boyz?
"Str8 Boyz?" is the second of my novels published for the Kindle.
It was a very interesting project to work on. The premise being that young men are taken away from normal society and put into a Reality TV program. Some of them are straight and some are gay. They have to try to work out who is which!
The novel describes how they behave in this unique environment where so much emphasis is put upon their sexuality, while being denied heterosexual contact. Added to this is the factor thst they have to fool the other contestants as to their true sexuality.
Very quickly the boys behave out of character, or are they behaving in character trying to fool the others with a double bluff?
The novel takes the current Reality TV phenomena to a new level of intimacy.
Please take a look at "Str8 Boyz?" and let me know what you think of it.
Richard
Thursday, 13 September 2012
Mick - My First Novel
"Mick - Fifty Shades of Gay" was the first novel I ever wrote. It is now available for the Kindle
I wrote this back in the old days of the Compuserve Gay forum and when I gave away the first few opening chapters, I got a lot of positive feedback, which encouraged me to write more.
Eventually it became an epic, 400+ page, interlinked novel where events were described from different people's point of view.
When I finally took the plunge to publish it for the Kindle, I coincidently realised there were exactly 50 different sub-stories within the novel. So the temptation to add the sub-title "Fifty Shades of Gay" was just too tempting a coincidence to resist!
This was my first attempt to write Gay Porn with a bit more depth than a lot of porn on the market, and to some extent, I think I succeeded.
The characters' emotional reactions to life and misunderstandings, desires and temptations is described, as well as lots of sex - of course!
Anyway, do take a look at it and let me know what you think. now available for the Kindle
Richard
Wednesday, 12 September 2012
Hello
Hi
Richard Peters here.
I am an author of erotic fiction - mostly gay fiction, with a bit of bisexual thrown into the mix!
My fiction is explicit and only for those over 18 and those not offended by intimate descriptions of M/M sex. But I also like to write about the inner workings of my characters' minds. In this way I try to make my novels interesting to the discerning reader.
So much gay fiction is a simple, anatomical description of sex, which while stimulating for a while, becomes rather boring in the end, in my opinion. I hope my novels, as well as providing sensual homoeroticism, (which, let's face it, readers of gay fiction do want) will also provide an emotionally fulfilling experience.
On my blog I will release details of any new works of fiction, from my keyboard, so stay tuned.
Currently I have over a dozen completed novels and I am in the process publishing them on the Kindle. My Amazon Author Profile is here: Author Profile
At present I have three of them published for the Kindle and will be rolling the rest out as soon as possible. I'd welcome any reviews from readers. So far, in the last month, they have sold regularly on Amazon.
I will also be releasing them on Smashwords - so please stay tuned for announcements, if you prefer to read on a different format from Kindle.
Please bookmark this Blog and stay tuned.
Richard
Richard Peters here.
I am an author of erotic fiction - mostly gay fiction, with a bit of bisexual thrown into the mix!
My fiction is explicit and only for those over 18 and those not offended by intimate descriptions of M/M sex. But I also like to write about the inner workings of my characters' minds. In this way I try to make my novels interesting to the discerning reader.
So much gay fiction is a simple, anatomical description of sex, which while stimulating for a while, becomes rather boring in the end, in my opinion. I hope my novels, as well as providing sensual homoeroticism, (which, let's face it, readers of gay fiction do want) will also provide an emotionally fulfilling experience.
On my blog I will release details of any new works of fiction, from my keyboard, so stay tuned.
Currently I have over a dozen completed novels and I am in the process publishing them on the Kindle. My Amazon Author Profile is here: Author Profile
At present I have three of them published for the Kindle and will be rolling the rest out as soon as possible. I'd welcome any reviews from readers. So far, in the last month, they have sold regularly on Amazon.
I will also be releasing them on Smashwords - so please stay tuned for announcements, if you prefer to read on a different format from Kindle.
Please bookmark this Blog and stay tuned.
Richard
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